hello sweetie!

i will officially be living in the clove apartments with hana tello<3 can’t wait

you claim that you dont give a shit about what people think of you and you dont mind confrontation so why when you are faced with an issue you created all you do is run your  mouth spreading lies and bullshit?  you play the victim and will do anything to weasel your way out of situations. you went as far as to make up a person and then proceed to lie to me about hooking up with a guy you know i had feelings for. this is why you have no girl friends. you only choose to hook up with guys when there are other girls involved whether it be me or the tens of other girls whose BOYFRIENDS you’ve hooked up with. you are part of the problem. you make it okay for guys to cheat on girls. the fact of the matter is you know what really happened and you know that your spreading lies. i can’t change your behavior you are who you are but i refuse to be the goody bag at your pity party.

You’re as subtle as a brick in the small of my back. So let’s end this call, and end this conversation. and is that what you call a getaway? well tell me what you got away with. cause you left the frays from the ties you severed when you say best friends means friends forever

so today me, tricia, and hana went to the met and as we are on the bus i saw this guy and it may seem crazy but in that instant that i saw him i felt this odd connection with him. at first i thought oh hes just one of the many cute indie guys that are in new york city, but then we get off the bus and hes walking toward the met.  he sat down on the steps and i felt this strange need to talk to him. so tricia lit a cigarette and we sat down a few feet away from him. i decided that if i didnt  go talk to him i would regret it so i went up to him and gave him my number. i dont usually do this kind of thing but he actually took my number put it in his pocket, smiled and said thank you. then we go into the met and walk around for a while and as we are leaving to get the bus back i see him across the street when i thought most likely id never see him again. i don’t exactly know what this meant or why i felt some strange attachment to him, but im glad i actually talked to him. it all just seemed so serendipitous like i was supposed to meet him or something. i know right now i sound crazy but we’ll just have to wait and see if he calls. its up to the universe now.