hello sweetie!

but i quickly realized i have nothing to say. this has probably been the longest we’ve gone without talking in about 2 years.

and i would give you mine.

but i dont think you want it

cause it breaks all of the time

i want cozy sweaters and pumpkin lattes, scarves, knit hats and boots with bulky socks. brightly colored leaves and halloween. apple picking and crisp early mornings. i’m ready for the seasons to change.

im having withdrawal from the city. someone go to the met with me pleaseeeeeee

last night my mom and i got into a huge fight over me going to my painting class because of the storm. eventually she won and i didnt go and josh totally called me out on it on facebook which was actually kind of funny. but anyway i wound up staying at tricia’s with hana and we ate taco bell, spiked our baja blasts with rum (like the classy ladies we are) and watched girly movies. so in a way im kind of okay with the fact that i missed class. except that i have a ton of painting to do and i have to go in on monday for the time i missed. then today we went to the gotham city diner and ate delicious blueberry pancakes. after that we went to udelco and i got this awesome pair of pants for $7 and if we spent more time there i probably would have walked out with more. ill have to go back before school starts to get sweaters. 

but anyway so my throat has been killing me for the past few days so when i got back i went to the clinic by my house and after waiting for like 4 hours i finally saw a doctor and it turns out i have a 100.4 degree fever and an unknown virus. at least im NOT dying. but the doctor said if i dont get better in 3 days to go back because often “unknown virus’s” turn out to be mono. i will flip a SHIT if i have mono. so i have decided i am going to spend the rest of my night watching harry potter and laying on the couch. 

standing next to my bed blasting lil b. sometimes i really dont understand him.

so i have a terrible sore throat. it literally feels like im swallowing razor blades. which got me to thinking the other day i almost choked on a pretzel which also reminded me of that time that happened to my mother and she got an abscess in her throat and had to get it like scraped out or whatever. she said the pain was worse than childbirth. so i have reasonably come to the conclusion that a. i have an abscess b. i have throat cancer or c. i am going to die.

well i’m getting really sick of serving the same shitty food to the same shitty people and making no money. 

oh and to the member who’s car got stolen yesterday that fucking karma for calling my friend a retard and all the times you yelled at me.